August 9th, 2008

Feared spring

I’m afraid I’m starting to get myself in trouble again. One that is nearly irreparable. How can I help myself? It feels so good at the beginning… hopefully, the toll won’t come precociously.

Currently listening to: MCR - I don't love you
Currently reading: www.philstar.com
Currently feeling: cynical
Posted by altervita at 07:23 PM | Oh c'mon

August 8th, 2008

Job

I want to end this.

Currently listening to: Daughtry - What about now
Currently feeling: anxious
Posted by altervita at 09:29 PM | Oh c'mon

July 28th, 2008

A Deprived Samaritan


Three days before my birthday and I’m bored. No, let me correct myself. The term should be slothful. I have six books on top of my study-table waiting for my most precious attention and patience. And yes, precious things are hard to acquire.


James and I have already talked about the problematic matter, his thing not mine. I was convinced I was not needed in the scene anymore. I can only do so much. Some things will always remain beyond our control regardless of how ecstatic our compassion is toward someone. I somehow feel relieved that things have been cleared out successfully. I want to help but I’m not needed.


I miss you so much 1Friend. I love you. Why can’t we be together?

Currently listening to: Clay Aiken - Love of my Life
Currently reading: www.philstar.com
Currently watching: TEETH (a.k.a Vagina Dentata)
Currently feeling: dorky
Posted by altervita at 05:22 PM | Oh c'mon

July 25th, 2008

"...perdonare"

“How do Filipino blog writers influence their readers to participate in the discussion of socio-political issues?”

                                                                          

                                                                           – Problem statement for my undergraduate thesis proposal.

Now tell me, is this feasible?

I really hope it is. This is what makes me busy lately, writing, revising, writing, revising raised to the infinite, head-cracking power! I almost forgot to get excited for my nearing birthday. I’m thankful to monmon and RV for helping me in developing this topic. You guys rock.

I think I’m perfectly fine right now, emotion-wise. People around me are being supportive and helpful.


 

I guess I’m really getting older already. I can sense how busy life can be. How things can truly bend my attention. How my problematic mood soon shifts to matters concerning serious responsibilities. I’ll just do fine with this kind of set up for the while. No anxiety, no self-pity, no distractions, no nightmare during noontime, no irrelevant compassion, no hurting, no assumptions, no silence in the middle of a crowd… no drama. The only way is to go forward, no matter how heavy the regrets and reservations may be.

Currently listening to: The way you look tonight
Currently reading: For one more day - Albom
Currently watching: Beowulf
Currently feeling: blah
Posted by altervita at 07:38 PM | 3 got affected..
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